Surprisingly Im not in the mood for sex very often but the one time Im not allowed to have sex ALL I WANT TO DO IS FUCK MICHAEL WOW

this sucks 

Hurrhghg I hate hospitals so much but Im gonna have to go back for the next couple weeks to make sure my pregnancy harmones  are going down.

I had to go back today for a second ultrasound there is like zero way im still pregnant since there is nothing left in my uterus omg but i fucking hate ultrasounds and pelvic exams they are SO UNCOMFORTABLE 

I just hate hospitals so much they make me anxious and nervous and arhghghhghghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

well anyway yeah. still having cramps and im still bleeding i just want this to stop I feel bad that my friends are visiting and i feel like shit and cant do anything

aarhhrhrhrh

One thing that pisses me off is when deviantart puts out those news updates about improvements they’ve made to the site and half of the people commenting are bitching them out and calling them ”retards” ”assholes” ”idiots” and telling them how to learn how to run a freaking site. Like wow. Deviantart is a HUGE site filled with so many users its unbelievable. Show a little bit of respect and be a little bit more understanding. They can’t please everyone at once.

sorry about the emotional meltdown last night guys ajslkdfjasdf

these are really cute to make ahhh

I got a mocha cookie crumblr from starbucks 

why do i do this to myself

its nothing but chocolate even the whip cream is chocolate

im not even supposed to eat chocolate

i drank less than half of it and i can feel the headache. i just took my medicine so hopefully i dont start throwing up 

today was emotionally exhausting 

okay the other night I had this nightmare that I was alone in the woods and i found this little girl covered in dirt and blood and she was crying saying the bad monsters killed her family so for some reason i followed her back to her camp and no one was there so i followed her down this hole and like

it led to like. you know where all the eggs were in the first Aliens movie? it was kinda like that but they werent eggs they were like monster embryos growing out of the ground. and they started hatching and all these creepy fucking things starting oozing out of them so we started running down this long hallway thing but this monster lady was chasing after us on all fours crawling across the ceiling her head doing creepy movements omfg she was so creepy

idk when i woke up but i had a hard time going back to sleep after that amg 

I have super irregular periods sometimes im 9 days early sometimes im a week late once i even skipped a month but lately they’ve been evening out a little bit more than usual

except this month im like 11 days late

UGghhhakdfsdlkfj I took a pregnancy test just to be sure which was interesting ive never peed on a stick thing before but yeah so 

im not preggo my fucking uterus just hates me

i had sex too hard i am sore 

I have the windows open and someones mowing the lawn and its super loud and omfg Roo is hiding in the corner and her eyes are bulging and she’s shaking she looks so fucking pathetic i cant tell if its cute or sad omg

rusethefox replied to your post: Dennys is my favorite restaurant ever you guys….

you obviously never had ihop’s chicken and waffles. but that does sound really really good

My sister had them when i went with her and they looked okay but im pretty picky about my food. i dont like to try new stuff weeps i’ll eat the same thing at a restaurant for years. 

ive had bad experiences with ihop though sooo ehh

but in all honesty Im not supposed to eat chocolate and i ate a chocolatey chocolate chip pancake so that MIGHT have been what upset my tummy so bad cries

Dennys is my favorite restaurant ever you guys. its just great.

Have you guys had the chicken avocado sandwich? they give veggies on the side and its just freakin dang wonderful

So Im gonna stay up all night tonight to try to get my sleeping schedule to match Michaels again. I hate sleeping during days buuuut its better than being alone all day when he has days off I suppose.

I would be drawing all night but Sai is being a little assbutt and is once again deciding not to work and i cant get it to work on here so im just gonna have to wait for Michael to fix it. so idk what I’ll do till then 

Maybe watch Jurassic park or something. or rewatch misfits its been a while..

I saw Oblivion today and you know it was actually pretty good 

I’d give it about a 7/10 but there were some pretty freakin awesome scenes in it though. like super cool.

I hate my periods, sometimes they come a week early, sometimes a week late. Like I know its fucking waiting for me to go somewhere important and its just gonna fucking start. ahrewoahfd