LIKE A BOSS // bunnybombs: Lately, I’ve had no inspiration. I...

bunnybombs:

Lately, I’ve had no inspiration. I want to draw but everything is crap. I have dug myself into the worst rut and can’t seem to climb back out of it. I try, and try and I won’t give up but I just can’t like my art. I can’t enjoy it. My colors are so disgusting, I have no dynamic in my poses, in my characters. I’m not a good artist. My muse has left me and lately I feel less inclined to even try, honestly. I’ve only been drawing because I feel obligated to finish these things that have piled up on me. I want to be better and do better. I want to feel proud of my work again. I don’t even know where that went.
It also doesn’t help that I’ve also been plagued with utter distress whenever I am alone. The stupidest shit makes me jealous or upset or lonely. My mind wanders to things that are so stupid and I should know aren’t true but just.. think about. I end up finding myself wondering if anyone would notice if I disappear. Am I really that dear to anyone? If I just cut ties with everything and go away, would it matter to any of you?
I am stupid. Don’t mind me.

Art ruts are the worst, but dont be too hard on yourself for it! Maybe take a break from drawing for a while.. or just try new things is always an option.
I know that feeling, and it sucks. A lot. But, yeah. I dont give good advice. So a break or trying something new is all I got.

Lately, I’ve had no inspiration. I want to draw but everything is crap. I have dug myself into the worst rut and can’t seem to climb back out of it. I try, and try and I won’t give up but I just can’t like my art. I can’t enjoy it. My colors are so disgusting, I have no dynamic in my poses, in my characters. I’m not a good artist.

My muse has left me and lately I feel less inclined to even try, honestly. I’ve only been drawing because I feel obligated to finish these things that have piled up on me.

I want to be better and do better. I want to feel proud of my work again. I don’t even know where that went.

It also doesn’t help that I’ve also been plagued with utter distress whenever I am alone. The stupidest shit makes me jealous or upset or lonely. My mind wanders to things that are so stupid and I should know aren’t true but just.. think about. I end up finding myself wondering if anyone would notice if I disappear. Am I really that dear to anyone? If I just cut ties with everything and go away, would it matter to any of you?

I am stupid. Don’t mind me.

Art ruts are the worst, but dont be too hard on yourself for it! Maybe take a break from drawing for a while.. or just try new things is always an option.

I know that feeling, and it sucks. A lot. But, yeah. I dont give good advice. So a break or trying something new is all I got.

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